my many journals
I saw a post saying "I have a terrible sense of loss for the unrecorded" and it resonated so deeply with me. I want to write about how I feel in every moment, see how those feelings change in hindsight, I want to write about things that I'm bound to forget otherwise. I'm terrified of forgetting, I'm nostalgic to a fault (and probably hoarding tendencies) and I crave to keep as much of every moment (good or bad) as I can. Sometimes I read an old entry where I was miserable and anxious about something that turned out completely fine, or even better than I could've imagined, and give my younger self a sympathetic laugh. Sometimes I write a sad, depressed entry and hope future me will do the same. Anyway, I keep a few journals and I wanna talk about them a bit! I got this idea from someone on tiktok who was explaining what they put in their commonplace book and I thought I'd go through what I use each of my journals for as huge journaling freak. Unfortuna...
